Pantry: noun: A small food storage room
My granny’s pantry is a tiny room, maybe four feet by six, entered by a door from the kitchen with a small window toward the smokehouse. It always smelled like white flour from the flour box that took up the entire wall below the window. The walls were lined with white enamel- painted shelves which held foods to make the most famous Southern cooks' mouths water. Plain canned beans cooked with Granny’s attentions became wonderful without equal. Canned grape juice from the scuppernongs next to the lane below the chicken house was better than fruit from any foreign vineyard. The flour, milled from the wheat granddaddy grew, became the staple of breakfast and the snacks for the rest of the day—Granny’s biscuits. The pantry always opened with the rattle of colanders hanging behind the door.
My granny’s pantry is a tiny room, maybe four feet by six, entered by a door from the kitchen with a small window toward the smokehouse. It always smelled like white flour from the flour box that took up the entire wall below the window. The walls were lined with white enamel- painted shelves which held foods to make the most famous Southern cooks' mouths water. Plain canned beans cooked with Granny’s attentions became wonderful without equal. Canned grape juice from the scuppernongs next to the lane below the chicken house was better than fruit from any foreign vineyard. The flour, milled from the wheat granddaddy grew, became the staple of breakfast and the snacks for the rest of the day—Granny’s biscuits. The pantry always opened with the rattle of colanders hanging behind the door.
There was always
a carton of coca-colas in glass bottles on the pantry floor waiting to have
their tops popped so they could be poured over ice for thirsty company (who
were always offered a drink). Or for me.
It took me years
to understand that I was born in Granny’s pantry. It came to me like a quiet and profound
revelation one day after she died. While
visiting my aunt, who still lives in Granny’s old farm house, I opened the
pantry door for some reason I don’t now remember. I smelled those familiar smells and saw those
familiar sights and knew I had come home. Really
home.
Naturally I don’t mean that I was physically born within
the close walls of that little room, although I lived in her home until I was
three. Rather, the room defined, without
words, my heritage. It wasn’t a spiritual awakening--that came many years
earlier with my acceptance of the simple way, truth and life available in Christ.
That was already settled. But it was a most comforting revelation to pinpoint
the spot where who I am began and
know I can actually stand in that place.
“Truly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God.” John 3:3
What!? I didnt know u got that! I totally know the feeling.....I get it everytime I walk into YOUR house :) the cycle keeps on going. Love u and your story.
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